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Hi.
This is my first post in 2013. Everyday ever since 1st of January 2013 took place, has been good till now. Alhamdulillah. I spent a few weeks at Abg Kimi's house haha it was so fun. It could be said that I actually babysat Faieq ha oh did I? lol k. He's finally one and am happy to see him growing up and be a man! All those days I spent there, it only left mom and dad at our house. So, it's actually like a warming up for me since I'll be going for college after this, In sya Allah. Now that I've came back here, I missed my nephew and niece. But it's okay, will be visiting them again. Ha I didn't even go for a part time job during my holiday. I'm so terrible. So when I don't have a part time job or a job, I earn nothing but layers of fats in my body. Yay for me. I thought of going for exercise or morning walk every morning since I'm on holiday but I don't know. Maybe it's true people said things doesn't turned out as planned.

Anyhow, talking about the upcoming SPM results that's coming out on March. I am not ready. For the rest of my life, I'll never be ready for something unsure. Never. Mom said I feel nervous because I wasn't listening to her advice to study well and score well for SPM. She's right. I didn't studied hard enough to face one of the biggest 'battle' in my life. I wasn't sure if I've did my best for it...

"Tadi mak dengar suratkhabar lama datang, kenapa tak jual lagi buku ni?"
"Sao gao pao ciik berapa kali dah datang, tak jual-jual lagi buku."

Yeah, I still haven't sell all of my books or donate it to anyone. Maybe, that's one of the literal reason why I can't let go of all the books. Because I feel guilty for not revising/doing/reading all of the information available in all those books I was supposed to cover it all up and squeeze it into my brain. I did not do as what mom has always asked me to. I turned her down. But I hope, miracles do happen.