Alhamdulillah

Hello!

I had the best birthday ever in my seventeen years of life. I wasn't expecting that my friends would make a surprise. I wasn't expecting to have a first try on rainbow cake on my birthday. I wasn't expecting that my 17th birthday would be this good. I wasn't expecting to have birthday presents on my bed when I came back from school. I wasn't expecting for such a great birthday. I feel so touched and could not ask for more of having them all in my life. Received messages from best friend and all I am really grateful. It makes me happier when the one who baked the rainbow cake wrote something that I love to read on it. A big thanks to all of them. Finally, I am seventeen and illegal to have a driving license after this. Can't wait but still have to as it's the biggest battle I'm going to fight for, next Monday.
We had a programme made specially for Form 5 student yesterday called 'Restu Ilmu'. It was emotional, asking forgiveness from people aren't the things we do all the time and so yesterday it was the day. I can't help tears from falling down when teachers started to hug me and said that I can do it, wish me the best of luck and all. I finally realized how teachers love us all so much. I really felt like crying whenever someone said some things that lift my spirits up. All the teachers are expecting for a good results, even my tuition teacher. Deep down in my heart, I really doesn't want to disappoint them. What's more my parents. I wouldn't want to let my parents down. They have faith in me. I doesn't want to disappoint them. I will try my very best for the exam so that I won't regret for not doing the very best of it. InsyaaAllah, I can go through this. It may be one of the hardest times I'm going through, but it's always the hardest times that could bring me forward.
And dear friends, a massive thank you for the birthday celebration today. It would be one of those moments I will keep for the rest of my life and let's do the best for SPM. It's sad to think that I can't meet them everyday anymore after the last paper of exam, but we spent the moments very meaningfully and I won't forget the bittersweet memories.