why

Asslamualaikum! :)
Starts your day with a smile on your face, you don't know what happened next..
Since it's school holiday, mom have always been asking me to start revising even I've just finished my exam last Friday, she said it's not like spm's over. Em ok. Mom, you're not scaring me with that, but you're depressing me with that. Haha it's okay because I know you doesn't want me to cry out sadness when the day spm results arrived. But, I am sitting still infront of the computer right now while listening to jari-jari cantik by Christoffer Nelwan. It's just niceeeee with this kind of weather..

We're busy growing up, but we forget that they're growing old too..
Children has always been demanding for everything. While parents? They've never been asking even a cents from you. So, why are they still people who doesn't appreciate their mom? The videos about Tinggal mak di hotel bajet is spreading in social networks. Subhanallah, why are children nowadays willing to do such things. It touches my heart when the mother in the video express the sadness in her why is her children doing so towards her through crying. She can't and it's hard for her to express the sadness. The person who has been facing difficulties throughout growing up her child. The person who has been working so hard in raising her child. The person who is the very first person to see her child walking. The person who has been the cryshoulder of her child. But why her children can't even think about that?
I am 17 years old. I am a teenager. I would love to have freedom but mom and dad taught me that if you have freedom right away with your age which is only 17 years old, what kind of freedom would you like to taste if you're growing adult? They often said, if you have handphone right now, what would you use later? And if you have a car right now, what would you ride on later? And if I give you branded things right now, what brands will your things be later? They taught me if you want something, you go for it on your own. I can't denied that sometimes I against their words but being in a fight with parents always doesn't seems right to me. I don't know why. I against my mom's word right now which she's asking me to do revision but I am using the computer instead. I've done so many bad things in my life to my parents but why I've never tried to be the best daughter for them? Haish, this is weird. really weird..whatever it is,
Ya Allah, I hope I won't be like those children who forget what their parents had done to them while growing them up.